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The complexity and simplicity
Saturday, May 12, 2012
It has been a long time. A lot of things have changed. A lot of people have changed. But somethings and some people will never change too drastically over time. They stay quite the same till the end. Reminisce, I remember all those nice moments. You used to lie on me when I am beside you. Every time we have to part for the day you would give me a hug and we would be texting each other seconds later. I held your hand while we walked to your place when you were falling asleep. The times you would come over here, we would lay down together closely, watching a show. You cuddled up with my bolster like a little baby and tried to sleep. I said we shall try to go this and that places next time and you would agree to make plans. The only reason why I ever asked such stuff is because I wanted to see the smile on your face. The only reason why we are the way we are now is because you stopped treating me the same as you used to all due to your troubles, you problems, your thoughts, your wants, your heart. All that has happened from the first time we met, you did it on your own and you still do. Trust, it was one thing you were reluctant to give, to me.
I hide so much now, only when I'm alone I can get to breath. What I hide now, no one notices how significant it really is. Simple is what you said that you want now. The irony in that. I guess to you, the times we spent were too complicated that you now want the simple life you are having now.
I'll just watch you living your simple life and never utter a word about the past to you anymore.
Thank you for creating so many happy moments for me and turning them into dejected memories all at once.
Have you simple life, I'll wait for the day my complicated wants and needs can be fulfilled.
Till then, take care of yourself well.
No more tears shall be shed.
I can safely say what I am unable to say out to anyone here, because I believe no one comes here anymore, not you, not him, not her, not them, no one.
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