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Pessimism
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Been up the whole night. Actually been up every night. No goodnights, good mornings. And its gonna be a whole day, not even a hi. I can only wait. Tomorrow's monday. My head tells me its just a false hope put into me. But then I still believe in that hope. I'm so naive. Guess I always have been. Guess that's why I never gave up, cause I chose to believe that it will happen. I've had too much false hope put in me. I wish tomorrow wouldn't be one. In just one day, I felt like those 37 days all over again. It made me think a lot. Everytime you keep me in silence, you leave me to think. And doubt. And I start doubting myself. I'll just wait. I can't fight against the flow can I? I guess tomorrow's not gonna happen. The thought of that, depressing. I know where I'm gonna be if its not gonna happen. Take care. 
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