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Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Whatever comes out of my mouth just seems like a joke. The only way I know how to react is just to smile. I don't know how to show how I feel inside. I am a joke aren't I? Sometimes I just feel like I'm being backstabbed. That just make it ache worse. Heartache. It hurts so much to see you in pain. You're not alone. I'm here. I'll make things better. I said I would. I never backed down on my words. I won't. But honestly, it really aches so badly now and I can't help it but to keep sighing. I want to get rid of it so badly. I'm being patient. You have tested it so many times till now. I just wait where I am with what I feel inside. Seriously, however hopeless I feel, however much it hurts inside, how much broken up it feels, I really never even once considered of giving up. And even if I have to get hurt more than I already am just to do what I said, I will gladly pay that price. And if your heart breaks into a million pieces, I'll pick every single one of them and put then back together. I'll watch over and protect you when you want to sleep. I'll give you my hand to hold for as long as you want. With all that said, I feel so demoralize and worthless. I'm only good to laugh at. That's all. I'm really sorry. If you ever saw this, it wasn't meant to make you feel sad or anything. I just wanted to say how I felt. 
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