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Denial
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
I know I said no more, but I guess I'm just lying to myself. I think I still do. And I don't see how I can show concern when I am in this condition. The lies that each word say, that's what I see. Nothing else. Am I just jumping to conclusions from my inference? However much I want to make a difference or an influence or a change, I don't think I can. Though you don't want to tell me now, I still want to hear it from you own mouth. So I will respect you and not ask him about it. I will wait. I don't want you to be bothered by it forever. And I always hold on to my friends and never leave them, so Im not leaving you or giving up on you. I wish one day you can let go of what is pulling you down and smile, cause we said when you smile I will and when I smile you will. So this is where I'll stop for now cause i respect you decision. I don't know how to continue this but I still have lots to say. 
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