about me 
what's playing
|
Neon
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
When all you did was, trying to have fun help them out when they were crying trying to speak you mind trying to make sure someone understood you trying to understand someone else wishing to be the best of friends wanting to be trusted hoping for the best for everyone else wanting someone to stop doing something stupid trying to support someone else, everyone else trying to make your parents proud making you friends cheeks hurt. You fail. So badly. No one notices actually. Yet...... 
Friend
Thursday, December 9, 2010
For every idk, 10 punches. 91 sorry. It should make sense if you ever saw. You be nice to everyone. But they all still throw shit back at you. Yet that doesn't stop you from being who you are of doing what you do. Someone once told me every human is different. And that same person said they are different as well. I chose to believe it. In the end there isn't much of a difference from that person to everyone else. That person still treated me like how everyone does. But being me, I'm not giving up. All because I want to do all the things I said I would. I won't stop. I won't give up. Because I'm different. I know I am. PS: I still really want to know uhh, I want to be trusted whole heartedly. 
Denial
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
I know I said no more, but I guess I'm just lying to myself. I think I still do. And I don't see how I can show concern when I am in this condition. The lies that each word say, that's what I see. Nothing else. Am I just jumping to conclusions from my inference? However much I want to make a difference or an influence or a change, I don't think I can. Though you don't want to tell me now, I still want to hear it from you own mouth. So I will respect you and not ask him about it. I will wait. I don't want you to be bothered by it forever. And I always hold on to my friends and never leave them, so Im not leaving you or giving up on you. I wish one day you can let go of what is pulling you down and smile, cause we said when you smile I will and when I smile you will. So this is where I'll stop for now cause i respect you decision. I don't know how to continue this but I still have lots to say. 
Unknown
Thursday, December 2, 2010
I don't know what I want already. I'm just reaching out. With no intentions of holding on to what I get. And its not that I am searching for something in specific or anything. Just reaching out like a when you are blind and trying too feel your surrounding. I was saying to someone, I kinda feel very two sided, well I guess that's where that conversation ends. 
|
archives
tagboard
|
