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Waited, waiting and continue waiting.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Let just see how long it will take alright?
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
Sometimes you don't want others to do something but you yourself end up doing it most of the time. 5 days at ubin. The thought of it reminded me of something that happened a long time ago. At that time, just 3 days given to think about everything but I knew what I wanted to say the moment you went off. Nostalgic. So these 5 days, definitely there would be changes, I guess. So good a bad, I'll just play it out and see what it turns out to be. Couldn't possibly get any worse than it already is I guess. Strangers who became the closest friends Walked away to be strangers again It's not something I chose to be. I have a lot of things in mind now, but I'm supposed to shut up. Shall not pour out anymore. I shall just let go.
False hopes, I don't want another.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Backbeat the word is on the street, that the fire in the heart is out. Walked a thousand miles, at the end nobody continued to walk beside. So walk another thousand and see if someone would walk beside this time around. Walk another thousand if it didn't happen. Built on false hopes. Receiving everything that is being thrown. Pick them up and carry them along. Stand behind to give and see the joy in someone else. Stand behind to catch them if they fall. Stand behind, because truly standing beside might never happen. Stand behind, stand alone. I won't dream of anything else, since its highly unlikely to happen. Maybe thinking of you is making me feel this way. But I guess to you, its doesn't really concern you much. I respected you for the life you gave me and for who you are. Did you respect me? Would you? I think of all of you all the time and never forgot you all. Did you think of me? Did you forget? I gave you all that I had. Did you give me a tiny bit back? Would you have? I only have one single thought in my head. Did you know what it is about? Would you even realise, would you even care? I will cry for you. But would you know its for you? Would you do the same for me? I think of you a lot these days. Did you realise that? Would you? Did you think of me? Would you? I will never let you walk alone. But I've walked and I'm walking and I might walk on alone. Would someone come by and walk with me? I have so much to say, but I don't how to. Would someone come and tell me everything's gonna be alright? Would it possibly be you? You promised me 3 things. Never to hurt yourself, never to _ _ _ _ _ unless its with me and never to be out all alone. I will hold on to your word. If you forgot them, then maybe you forgot me? If you break them, then maybe you're just breaking me somewhere inside where I locked up what you promised. I never trusted anybody, but for some reason that I don't know I trust you. A lot more than you think you. Now I'm not gonna let anything or anybody break that trust. Am I just lying to myself? Or are you the one who is gonna lie and make it all become a false hope like everything else? I have no other intentions, I wouldn't mind being like this to you forever because I will try to smile for what I have now. I don't want anything less since I found something that I thought I lost. Anything less would mean losing whats all that I have left. I won't ask for anything more. Because it risks losing what I have now. But anything more, maybe it might be what I'm searching for.
And so...
Sunday, September 5, 2010
 he said his knuckles aren't as cute as those.
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