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Friday, January 23, 2009
hmm..congratulations to me..yay me...i have just spent the last 6 days rotting away at home..lol...well..no one ever did bothered to contact me..i couldn't care any less either...haha.. the thing is that i was eagerly anticipating my phone to ring..regardless if it was just a text or a call..but the funny thing is that my phone rang twice and i got overly excited..haha..-_-" it was just a singtel ad..lol..kinda funny when i think about it now..lol..well it did ring yesterday..and humans decided to contact me regarding some stuff..lol..human..haha..like i'm not one like that.. oh well..looks like my definition of wat is funny has apparently shrunk after spend the last few day indoor[in my room] looking at a screen for like dunno how many hours and not going out unless its to bath, do some business or when no one's at home so i can hog the tv to myself..oh and most importantly..EAT!!lol.. hmm..they never seem to air any good shows these days...if there's any do tell me eh...gets boring day after day... well night times aren't that bad..spend my time watching meaningless anime till like say5..then switch the damn thing off..since i've been using it for quite a long time.. well..other then all of that been doing some other stuff as well..just need to type them out.. i've got to get out soon.. hmm..think the school magazine is coming out today...i dunno..think i'll go check it out..thats an excuse to get out..now just to find some company to hang out with till i'm satisfied... hey you..[you know who you are]i saw that..don't really know if wat you're showing is referring to me...i dunno..maybe i'm wrong?? dunno..but if it is regarding me then hint me again eh?? i don want to misunderstand or get misunderstood again... while being at home..some stuff kinda gets on to me though..stuff that i hoped to forget..hmm seem like i'm just lying to myself.. apparently i have seem to have grown a liking for oreo..lol..and yes its the biscuit..[wat you thinking ah??]lol..been eating lots of it..hmm.. and i'm interested in a book..yes!! a book...coming from a person like me who would probably eat it rather then read it..lol..[hmm..are you suprised that i'm interested in a book tealeaf?? haha] hmm..lets see..been wat..17 years and 1 week...lol.. oh oh oh..!! i'm running out of lighters to play with..lol..i want a zippo lighter!! haha i am pyro..muhahahaha!!*cough *cough ..lol...  nth else better to do when you've been home for too long... hmmm..then weird thing is that i didn't burnt after playing over and over and over...again..i should try 5 fingers..retard..haha! aaahh..brings back old memories... OKAY..i guess i have bragged enough about the boredom that i have just faced and all those long winded stories..will post some other time when something interesting happens...buwaais...
hmm..so where did all the thought go..??
Sunday, January 18, 2009
got to thank the early ones...haha..seems like they were really anticipating it..thank you thank you thank you.. [: but no one else remembered it when i was there...too bad though... and after all that talking to...............,it really wasn't really the respond i was expecting from that person...that kinda brought me down as well...seems like as time goes on people change... but!!!! one person really did make my day so so much better...unknowingly..haha...thank you jia hao!! lol.. shan't go on about the stuff that bothered me that day now...wouldn't want to spoil the mood... well..was supposed to go to monfort ytd...but didn't go after all..exhaustion was really settling in.. and nope...after all that exhaustion i still couldn't fall asleep...just layed on bed till 2++..haha by then hungry already..so had to get out of bed...and no no no..i wasn't stoning..i don do stones...do i?? haha and i officially lost count..dun want to backtrack...wait!!!i was keeping count from the start meh..?? ai!! cannot open big big anymore...but still can smile..haha..can still smile like an idiot...lol..
i actually thought it was the weekend already..
Friday, January 16, 2009
hmm...submitted the application JAE dunno wat shit it is.. was home the whole of yesterday..did nothing though..was in bed the whole day too...trying to sleep that is...apparently the relaxing weather had no effect either... and thanks for chasing me to sleep..haha..though it ain't really working.. as i am typing this..i actually thought it was saturday..haha..i was actually looking forward to those retarded saturday morning cartoons!! like WTF!! haha.. can't blame me though..i try to indulge in watever randomness there possibly could be..lol..its retarded to watch those cartoon..and its retarded to think its saturday in the wee hours of friday..friday hasn't even officially begun for some ppl...they're still under their cozy blankets..lol...how much more retarded could it get... okay!! that was indeed random...haha... emm..kinda bothered by somethings that i see and wishing that it was me having fun and why can't it be the same with me around.... but nuuuuuuuh..lol..i'd rather get back to wat i do best-thats wat i think i do best-you should know wat it is...yea..you..yes you..ok ok..shall not go over there now..shall save it all for later..lol.. hmm..was chatting with jin ming earlier on..haha..damn fun..lol..can be helped..been indoors the whole day..so my definition of fun has become relatively small..haha.. alright..thats it for now..my ASSets hurts..been sitting for too long now...yup... soooouuw...buwaiiies... lol..
no more downs eh...i think..
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
emm..results..bad eh..its pointing me to woodlands..lol..to make the better out of it..hmm..okays..monday..suddenly everyone disappeared..]: but it was ok..atleast jeremy was with me..yay..lol..had some company... but it seems so hard for me to get that..when some people can get that like at the snap of their fingers..it really does seems difficult..no point dwelling of it though..open your eyes big big and smile..lol.. okays..tuesday..yet another sleepless night..when i got out of my room..yay me..lol..it was an empty house...so spent the whole day at home..what a bore...too bad though had no plans.. emm.i really should try to sleep now...it been wat...hmm..lets see..1 week in..i think i losing count..lol..
sunday..!! but no sundae
Monday, January 12, 2009
hmmm..wat else to do on a sunday..finished up the remaining flyers...but i would really like to go back to that place again...but not to give flyers though...just to spend time..............results in a few more hours...don't really know how to anticipate it...am i supposed to be nervous?? maybe i just too tired to be feeling anything... well its round 2..been 6 days already...yep..maybe i'll lose count sooner or later..lol...hmm..well..i shall get back to trying now... oh and arrrgh!!!i do like my class tee..really...but its kinda small you know..awkward!!lols..who cares eh..haha.. emm..just realised..there's no cloud tonight..no stars either..just one big fat moon..lols..random!!haha...its just wat i see as i am typing this.. and i found out that i can't sew either...really??how useless is that...haha...i can't even sew on a button..haha..so that makes 2 thing that i can't do so far..
how has it been till today...
Saturday, January 10, 2009
hmm...cca open house is over..well..efforts big or small should always be appreciated still..yea.. i still dunno wat happened..i guess that just me... always not knowing wats wrong and yet trying to make things better...but it always seems like its something that i did to cause stuff to happen...i guess i never know either... was supposed to help my cousin with flyers the day before though...but called it off...was a little too late...so was walking home with a heavy load...thats when it happened....again!! that coincidental moment...but it wasn't really the response i was expecting from -i don want to say who- though..maybe in a hurry..or maybe just simply can't be bothered because of something i did(honestly..i really dunno if i did do something wrong..unless someone cared to tell me so..)maybe la..just alot of maybes only...it feels terrible to be not treated like the person you were before and be ignored like a complete stranger... well thats that till friday..saturday...hmm..lets see...did 4 blks of flyers though...couldnt continue...was getting late again..and i doing all by myself...how much more 'better' could it get...yes..it did get 'better'...shall not say wat happen though...got to finish up the rest tmr... currently i feel like i'm inbetween.....  nice eh..?? hahas..its kinda old..and i did it by myself...yay me..lol..
1 week in...
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
its been 1 one week since the new year had begun...and i'm still sick..how great could that be...just my luck eh..haha..but i'm recovering!! i think la...hopefully...and i can squeak sia..lol..hope i don't on friday...after recovering i'm a new person eh..lol..then its time to start the new year properly... ahhh!! results coming soon eh...lol... i keep lying to myself..[: no la..its called self motivation..haha..yea.. awkward!!! sian...seems like everything pointing towards me...but who cares..hehe.. okays...time for another long sleep...lol...if possible... He will not let his emotions cloud his judgement.He never did let it,never was letting it and never would let it.
2009!!!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
alright!! its a new year.. well today went hq to collect something..then went to tampines to eat then watch movie then go home...was a funny movie though...but too bad ppl i called couldn't turn up..then couldn't enjoy it with them...well..another time then...well need fatten pocket...yea..then cca open house is coming soon..still having the feeling here.. oh well..gonna sleep now...the fatigue is setting in...and i hope at least tonight can sleep... okays... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! to make it a better year than the previous one..so its up to me..yea... He is trying to make his own path even though he knows that what lies ahead is still unknown.
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