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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
after camp...went to eat at hp...then went slack at ave 8..then went home..met up with farhan for ahwhile..that was the 16...on the 17...went for a check up..realised that i am completely blind without glasses..went to collect full u after that...don really want to talk about that thought...went to eat dinner after that...dunno wat to say bout that...just fiddling around thoughtlessly..actually got thought la...same as the ones when i was at the bus stop...okays enough bout monday...tuesday...followed jeremy to update his passport..erm after that...yea..went sweat it all out...soccer till 10.30...yea..that the day i got wacked on the arm that i got a jab...hurts alot today...neck got sore too... today...went school..don really want to talk bout that..a little boring...no mood after that..so..i went on my walk walk walk..now really no mood to do anything else.. but there was a tiny moment when i felt a little bit better though...was on my walk walk walk when a tiny little puppy hugged on to my foot.. (: it didn't let go till the owner pulled it off my foot..lol... that was only a teeny weeny moment though... Walking.Looking down.Thinking that why it couldn't be like before?Coming up with stupid reasons just to feel better,though knowing its just lies.But all along,only thoughts of her and times with her.Though it was only moments ago when he last saw her,it seemed like ages ago.Then,suddenly,that coincidental moment occurred,she crossed his path.The stomach felt empty.The heart beated harder and harder,as though it was about to burst out.So close.But yet so far.He,wanted to shout out and ask.Why couldn't things be like the way they used to be like before.But all he did was wave,and do nothing else.And she replied to him by just a smile,though it was out of usual gracious self he guessed,which he was able to make out in the darkness.Feeling like the fool that he is,he continued to walk on,looking at her till she disappears around the corner.All along hoping the she might turn back to look him one last time.But she too continued to walk on till she disappears from his sight.Not even once turning back to look at that foolish person full of false hopes.His glory isn't that shiny,it isn't even the least bit bright to begin with.But why couldn't someone brighten up and shine that glory of his,he thought.And why couldn't that someone be her? And so,he continues to walk.Walk on his lonely road of his.
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