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Friday, November 21, 2008
okays..the open house thing finish liao...all i got to say is that its a waste of time...but it was worthwhile to some extent though..it put a smile on my face from time to time..i guess no more going back to school after today...don't really know if its good or bad...oh well.. fun while it lasts.. He sat in front of a small group.She was in there as well.But still,he carried on with what he had to do.All along his eyes drifted to where she was.Their eyes did meet,but it didn't take too long for him to realise that she was just paying attention to what he had to say.Or did he thought wrong?He just wished to know what was on her mind,was she feeling the same way as he did? Then that group left,so did she.Disappearing from his sights again.And so he left too,on his long and lonely road to that cold place he calls oh so warmly,home. All along,only thoughts of her were in his mind and he only realised her presence at first,then everybody else.In a hurry,he held her arms as he walked past her.He heard her soft giggle.Was she laughing at what had just happened?Whatever it was,it made him feel better,happier.It made him feel better about himself.Inside,he admired her laughter.He sat down in front of her this time.But her eyes never meet his this time though.She was looking somewhere else all along.But his eyes kept looking up to her,looking at her eyes.Those eyes seemed like the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.He didn't know what was so captivating about her that made him fall for her. As she took her seat not so far from him,it made him want to ask her all those question that were in his head.But he didn't.He didn't want to make her unhappy.He didn't want to spoil her mood.There were many others around.That might have been the reason why he was so scared to ask her.But did she even feel the same way as him?That made him more and more hesitant.Opportunity was there,but he never made use of it.He should have just plucked up his courage,stood up against all the fears and shame and just talked to her.So close,yet so far. Finally,those eyes met.This time there was something he could see from that look she gave.That look she gave with those eyes of hers,that seemed so beautiful to him.But sadly,it didn't last long enough for him to figure out what she was trying to say to him. It had to be called it a day.And so,she left,Disappearing from his sight yet again.With nothing else that he could do,he too left that place, where she was lingering around not so long ago. The chance was there.He could have used it.But he didn't.He was just too scared of the possible consequences.Most importantly,he didn't want to spoil another friendship.If that was what it would ever be. In there,all could he do was to admire her,those eyes,that laughter of hers,that look. Just dreaming about her,in his foolish fantasy of his.
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