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Thursday, November 6, 2008
okays...been long time...feels like i got lots to say.. hmm..starting off..well most of the Os are over..all thats left is science paper 1 on tuesday..umm so far how were the exams??i don really know..don think i did well either...some regrets over it now...kinda demoralising..hoping for the best...thats all can be done..hope..thats all i can do anyway..oh well..wat else to say about exams..don think i really did my best..should have used the chance when i had it..i'll just have to see wat options i will have when the time comes.. ..camp is coming soon..malaysia trip...prom night...isn't really turning me on and getting me all carefree and happy though.. okays...walking with friends isn't like what it used to be..there was laughter all the way till we reach the place we say goodbye and head for the place we call home..discussing stuff..making fun of people..ha.. just having as much fun as we can till it could last.. isn't like that anymore...that laughter that used to be there isn't the same as before...the presence feels different...its like walking alone or walking the same path as stranger...even though they are still there..close by..literally..just a silent walk.. can't it be like it used to be..?? and could there be anything else more worse then losing a friendship that is cherished deeply...??it feel as though another one has been lost...that expression that is shown on every coincidental occasion...its best to look away and pretend.........and just cheat yourself for those few seconds.......but the thought always remains inside...never once that it disappears..bothering every second of that miserable life we say we live in... and i now wonder what happened to speak your mind... and forgiving and forgetting... and just walking beside and being a friend... oh well....statring at orion's belt now..(: haha..cause its the only constellation i know of.. tomorrow...
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