haha..both also playing we also playing... (: this was what kejie wrote on jin ming's paper oooh!!ndp training...huda like slacking again uh..lols... the current unit doing pt...haha
yesterday started of with a part 2 of a maths paper 2...then no ss..so sleep again...then recess slack..go mt..sleep agian...go geog...laugh alot..ooh..and then broke after paying part of the money for prom night...lols...then went to np after lesson...wanted to go dnt..but changed my mind...now that i am not a nco..feel so free when i see everyone so busy yesterday...(: sit here sit there slack alot..then went hp after np..sit with the CIs...jia wei also sit with us..quite fun sit with them la..then walk home...farhan and qisheng walked the same way as me...talked about poly.. reach home ..and started emoing...chated with farhan after sooo long...poured out everything that i wanted to say for so long...he was also very sad... lucky i have a close friend like him for me to talk to...THANK YOU!!
still feeling the same when i woke up today...woken up by cassandra...haha..(i was actually always woken up by______....) well she helped me clear my mind and understand what was happening...that really helped me alot... THANK YOU for being there for me too...(: a whole saturday watsed by laying around at home doing nothing..hai...see how tmr uh...??
though thing are clearer now i'm still feeling the same way... after all that happen i dunno why we have to be like this...you yourself said it in the letter the thing we did together..i could still add on to that.....like at the bbq where you poured water on my pants...the call i made when i was in australia..the first and only walk we ever went on..sending you home most of the time..the time you send me home..that morning when i waited for you and we were almost late for school..the visit you your mother's place...waking me up at 4 in the morning with your sms then saying it was my phone's fault for waking me up...my b'day bash from you..your b'day bash from me.. we used to sms each other the whole day before this happeded..then why does it still have to be like this..?? after all that time spent together..?? is a talk face to face too much to ask for..?? is it because of the way i was that you are treating me like this..?? why?? ... hope...