hahas...maybe nigel should become a 4e5 mascot uh..?? lols.. haha..look like mother and baby sia... omg wat has khairiah done..lols...(: wow..finally the doors of the weapons cupboard can close properly uh..thx to these two..haha..
today late school reporting day..hmm they should do this everyday...better..than i can sleep awhile longer..(: mr tan nvr come..too bad..his lesson always interesting one..then pe...wah..!!too many ppl playing at the same time uh..so messy one...but it was fun la..the ball keep flying dunno where...lols..highlight of pe was MX's miss...haha he try to hit the ball coming towards him but he missed it and it went inside the goal post instead..lols...super hilarious...the look he gave after it happen was more funny...(: then recess..dunno why...hai..but eat untill full..actually ate quite little..but still full...try to finish my DnT after that..couldn't..but painting was fun..haha..kinda kept bossing MX around..lols...geog was after that...hmms..was getting a little distracted..did my best to focus..went to try to complete my DnT after that...still couldn't finish yet..still a little bit more...just a tiny bit more left...finished trying to finish my DnT at around 5++ and mr ng was funny as usual again...hahas...went to slack in np store after that...sec 3s were having ndp rehearsal...oooh someone got come today...but never make fun of him la...too bad..lols...went to buuble tea store after that...saw an old friend on mine..talk talk talk..quite fun la...very long talk with him already... then walk walk walk again...hmm...
and i never asked for those praises or rewards..you should know me best...i was just being myself...i was always being myself..and everytime i get stuff like that one thing always go through my head... what have i done that made me so deserving of recieving this.......i very sure that there are people far better and more deserving than me to recieve these...... i am very sure of that...
....they say one of the three most difficult thing to say or ask is help me...so i ask you..since there are more things in life worth being happy for..i shouldn't let one thing get me upset and feeling like this..so i should forget about this and try my best to make myself happy.. try to forget all those moments with you-know-who-i-am-talking-about...is this the best way for me and ___ ?? since you've known me for 4 years..and that you know me best...i ask you for your help.. so will you help me...?? please..??
hope... (hopefully these hopes i cling on to are not false hopes like people in life have given me....)